Asking for What You Truly Want

Being alive in 2025

In our fast paced culture, expectations of instant change tend to dominate our consciousness and this makes it all too easy to miss the gradual subtle changes that occur over a period of time.

It’s been almost a year since I had my session with a traditional Balinese energy healer.

Reflecting on the time since and what’s transpired, I realize how much has shifted. It also made me realize how our collective conditioning of seeking quick gratification and an expectation of an immediate effect can overshadow the long term changes and transformations that take place.

Yet healing and transformation are ongoing and revealed over a period of time. In fact the healing continues infinitely with no time limitations. This means that gradual shifts tend to go unnoticed by us unless we consciously check in from time to time and take note of these changes over time. This could be physical, emotional, behavioral.

What is Healing?

The word “healing” in this instance means remembering one’s true self and dissolving what stands in the way of that remembering.

In early 2024 I went to Bali with my husband who had planned to do something while there but it didn’t happen. With a few days extra time before heading up to Ubud I followed a very strong inner impulse to see a Balinese Traditional Healer who I had become aware of before we left home.

It fell into place so easily. I got an appointment and hired a driver for the 90-minute drive to his remote village to see him.

The session lasted a mere 15 minutes at most. I couldn’t really talk for about 2-3 hours after the session. I mean I could, but I had absolutely no desire to. There was an incredible peaceful silence that I felt within. So I silently rode back to the hotel where we were staying.

I had no words to describe what happened and still don’t.

Of course my mind was trying to evaluate the situation immediately after. But beyond that attempt by the mind to evaluate, there was something else I felt in my body that was soft and quiet. Peaceful and restful.

Then mid-year I had another opportunity to have a 1:1 training in Balinese Healing Energy and again it fell easily into place.

As I enter a new calendar year, I have been reflecting on the changes in my life over the past year and specifically what’s changed over the last 6 months since the healing session and training.

What Do You Want?

In my initial Energy Healing Session with the Balinese healer, he asked me, what do you want?

I don’t remember verbatim what I said but it was about wanting to experience non-duality and bring it into my everyday life, and that I wanted to be more connected to creative energy and to be free of limitations. It wasn’t a physical issue I wanted addressed. I wanted healing that was more focused on clearing the path for self-realization and creative expression.

Reflecting back on that intention of what I wanted, I see now how much has come to pass. What I expressed is now more or less a reality I am living. And it continues.

This subtle but steady shift towards what I asked for makes me realize how important it is to pause and recognize the way energy works. It’s not just an experience of healing that happens in the session. There is a continuous transformation long after, sometimes months, or even years after.

One of the shifts I noticed was during recent Christmas time with family, and the chaos of young grandchildren, loud screaming, tantrums, along with the exuberance of joy (and maybe too much sugar). I noticed the peace within me wasn’t disturbed as it had been in the past in these situations. I was not reacting nor complaining.

Another thing I noticed, which is really a key shift for me in the past six months, is that I’m no longer hooked into looking for recognition like I used to be. It was like a disease undermining my actions. But now I help others, do things, and create without needing someone noticing, saying something, validating, praising and, in essence, needing to be recognized for what I do. THIS is a very huge shift for me and a very welcome one. I can see how much this need for recognition created an atmosphere of conflict within me and how I’m much more at ease now.

What is traditional Balinese Healing Energy?

Healing energy, such as what I experienced and learned from a Balinese Energy Healer is a transmission of universal energy into your individual body system. An infinite energy that clears and removes what is not supportive to the system. When you state what you want the universe conspires. Sometimes the shifts can be dramatic and obvious, but it’s also something that can be more subtle and take time. The shifts may go unnoticed unless you put conscious awareness around it and take note of the changes months or even years later.

There is no talking during an energy healing session and there is no physical touch. It works with the energy systems in the body to clear stagnant unsupportive energies.

Energy Healing Training with Mangku-Alit-Ajna

Staying Embodied rather than Transcended

There is a quantum shift happening where past aspirations of attaining enlightenment are being understood now as only the beginning, not the end of the road. To realize one’s self and true nature means staying within the body system, not out of it. Staying in the body means living in the presence of THIS - What’s unfolding right here and now, moment to moment. Not transcending the body system to be in cosmic oneness bliss, but being so much in the material body and bringing transcendence inward. It’s living life in deep surrender to our individualized soul. Our inner guru. The soul that guides us and is connected infinitely to the oneness, and non-dual energy of love.

Discernment

Knowing what actions to take comes from listening to the soul, which is connected to the universal energy of love and is the same source energy in everyone.

It’s quiet in its expression, and needs quiet to be felt and heard. In order to sense it, the loudness of the ego-mind has to be calmed in order to tune into this energy and the vibrational impulses it gives. Following the impulses, letting it lead to actions makes actions seem to happen of their own accord.

2025

In 2025, I encourage you to practice knowing the difference between actioning that comes from the ego, and actions that are natural and come from your soul source essence. As we move into a new year, focusing on the world’s chaotic events can overwhelm and be confusing.

Train yourself to become quiet and listen to your inner guru that speaks through energy impulses. Go with the movements of your soul, not the loud demanding noise from your ego and mental chatter.

Learn discernment so you can tell the difference between following the truth of your soul, or the loud demanding voice of ego.

Life leads you to what you need along your life journey. I have been greatly inspired this last year by Maharishikaa Preeti and you can view her teachings on YouTube.

May you live a joyous life in tune with nature and source energy.

Your commitment to do so will contribute to healing and bringing in a new earth where we once again appreciate all of life and give back in gratitude, rather than take more and more.

with love and gratitude,

I offer Balinese Energy Healing sessions by donation.

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I give in person sessions. However, energy isn’t restricted in any way. You can also have a session online via Zoom if you cannot attend in person.